A LOT LONG YEARS DID NOT MAKE IT TO MY BLOG POST

 Hello.. Hello there all of you?? How are you doing this days? I hope you are doing well and good. I know it is been a years not a years it is been almost two years since I did not write on my own blog.. So today I decided to write here although maybe I do not know what I were thinking and writing about... Because for almost this two years it was a lot of things and times happened in my life and I it is very random for me. And now I do not know what I really want to write and post in here, it really makes me feel weird and random to write on... You know this years is 2023 and a lot of things is going and like my mother almost 3rd year from her passed away and my father this year is 81th one years, it is a long rides.. And for my all sisters, hope they have a new life in this year and hope they will be able to make their wedding life.. And for me and my husband hope will both be a long way to ride for our journey and make we both more and more and more in love together in our marriage life.. And this makes me more strong and more than knowing about life, it really makes me feel like I known about life and living... And for almost this two years it really has been a great experience and lots of good, bad, sad things happen to me and my life, so, it makes me feel like have I have to struggle and fight for myself and my life because I know not one single people can help me out with my struggle and trouble in my life so I have to be able help out myself with my own things and let it out, sometimes I just want to run out and away far..far..far away from here and my life because I do not want people around me afraid and curious about how was my feeling and things in my life, so... I have to be more strong and hope can make people around me more a life, so.. Yeahh.. Hope it work it out and let it flow... So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks... 

VIEW WITH A GOOD..COOL SPOTS

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day doing? Hope everyone is doing well and all good. I know this days is not easy for all of us, it really makes heavy and hard time but I know is not easy to working through all of things that we make, we have to make it sure it was very nice and helpful for us. For me maybe it is different with some of you because me and my family got a hit big times that makes us sad and broke down and now we have to rise our self to this condition. It really not easy and simple enough for us all especially for my father. He was very terrible sad, broken and unhappy for this days but we know we all have the same feeling and minds with him and now we all have just to fight and rise up for our life. It really was not easy for us all. How often, now this days we all just need to make our self be more happy and cheerful again to each other. But I know deep down inside in their hearts there was still some hurtful feelings with this situation. I know my father still crying for losing our mother in his life that is the reason why we have to be rise up to each other to become happier and cheerful again with him(our father), but I know my father will be tough to live this life without my mother besides him until he will be meet again with my mother in heaven later. So, this days we all just live this life a little bit different than usually was and because this pandemic is really not over..over and over until today, so, everything is quite different than usually was. And for that, for makes our lifes  be more cheerful, we all just going, going out to the mall and having fun there until we tired. And maybe, we often going to the mall that was very just open for the first time, so usually now we did that and just want to see the first time open the mall and want to see what is inside the mall. And maybe the mall too have a different view and different things and places to see with other malls. So, there was some malls that we run into and it really was different from the other malls that we use to go. So, that times, we all going to one mall that was very new and just opened in central Jakarta. And that malls was very much different from the other malls because in the mall, they have a nice park inside of it. So, that time we all going to walking around the mall until we tired and boring but we all have fun and happy times because it really was very exciting time and things in that mall. So, that day, I really was not expecting going to the mall but my outfit was so not badly at all. So, I wearing my TJ Maxx black "BONJOUR" tshirt with my baggy jumbo jeans and my green flip flops jelly shoes and my light purple Gudika slingbag. And my Mama sunglasses and the most important things this days I am wearing my mask,it is a "must". Because of this condition and situation, now, it was a "must" to have a mask and wearing it all day long in your life list now. So, do not forget to all of you in anywhere, if you are going out from home, really wearing your mask to be more careful and aware for this situation because it really for your own good self. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

    This the park that I told you guys...

    Isn't it beautiful??

    And this two photo's is one of the art on           that mall

WITH A GREEN BLOUSE

Hello..hello everyone, how is you doing today? Hope everyone is doing well and great today. I know everyday now, is never ends with pandemic or this whole situation about this pandemic. Everyday when we go out from house we have to remember that we have to wearing masks and bring our things likes hand sanitizer, disinfectant products and you have face shield you wear it and you have a gloves you wear it too to protect yourself and your family from the virus. So now, we both always wearing that's all to protect us from the virus and this all situation. Maybe all of you is the same that we wearing the stuff and we follow the rules. So, now, I really think that is a big point for us to wearing all that stuff. And of course still wearing with my casual comfy outfit for my daily's days. And here it is my looks for today, I wear my TJ Maxx green blouse and with my baggy jumbo jeans and my green flip flops jelly shoes and my light purple Gudika slingbag. And my Mama sunglasses is the legacy and the most important thing is that I'm wearing my mask for this days and everyday and everytime. Because myself want to be healthy and feel stay safe and stay with the protocol rules that government said. That is the most important thing for now. So, for this days, I just feel that when we gonna go out from home, I just realized that we do not forget of our mask and the health protocol. And now for my daily days for my look, I just really wear want I want to wear and have a simple sense of style. And for the most important thing is have to be "healthy" for this days. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

YOU & I

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? I hope everyone is doing great and wonderful. I know it was very bit long to see me not writing my blog post here but today I will try to write down again my blog post. I know it is very much more boring this days because of this situation it really not over yet and everyone liked being used to this situation. For me and my husband was very much more heavy and not easy for because of this situation maybe some of you look the same with us but for me and my husband it is very much more not easy because in this situation we both really have issues that make us more sadness and make us feel down. Because of that really it is very makes us feel down and have to be struggled for this situation. So, after that, for now, we both just believe that every things that happen to our life, there is a big miracle it will happen in our life. So, in my post a while ago, I said to you all that now all of us has one new thing that we have to live, was it that? It was have to go to my mom's pilgrimage. And that is was one thing that we can not forget. And now, we live liked usually before but with a little bit different things. And for us, it was every 2 weeks we all go to mom's grave. And after that, we all going to the mall to have lunch together and refreshing our minds to make our days happy. And for that, really after my mom's death,  I really was very sad, falling apart, broken, feeling unhappy,  feeling depressed and feeling down, and go to pieces but because around me, I have surrounded of many people that cares about me and my family, so, I really have a hope and little bit more happy for what happened to our life. So, but for me because I have my husband, that is all I got and reunited my life again, so, little by little, my life a little bit revived again although still remember that my mom was here and life but really just remember now she is gone forever. So, we all just want to be happy and cheerful again. And, for that, now, when I wanna go out this days, we have to stay with the rules that wearing mask, bring hand sanitizer and wipes and if you want wearing face shield and gloves,  it's okay. So, I decided that is the first important now to go out anywhere. And that is the important thing now, I can not forget. So, when it was time to go out, I really not forget that rules and with my husband too. So, I wear my black top blouse Moschino with my blue midi basic macro pleats pants and my green flip flop jelly shoes and my light purple Gudika slingbag. And my mama sunglasses and the most important things is wearing mask for this days. And now, this how I decided to wearing my outfit and how we roles this days. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2020 WITH ALL SADNESS AND HAPPINESS

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well and great because is Christmas day and everyone who is celebrating is celebrating now. But for this year's, celebrating Christmas is not too louder and being merry because of this pandemic situation and for me because my mom has passed away 3 months ago. It really sad and devastating for me and my family. It really makes me wanna cry and makes my tears fall out every remember my mother. Really depressed and devastating for me because it really very different situation for me my mom have to gone forever soon. So, we can not celebrate her birthday and Christmas day and Happy New Year with her besides us now, it really different from now and every day now. So, liked now, yesterday we celebrate Christmas day with her in her graves house. It really makes me feel sad and unhappy and feel bad with all this situation. Very really unhappy and bad situation and conditions. Now, it will be liked this forever but we have to be strength and strong enough to live it liked this now. Now, it really makes me feel more missing her so much in every single days because I feel she always here now but now she already gone. And just not me, my dad and all my sisters is the same feeling too because it really hits our hearts and minds to remember her always in anyway situation. So, it will make me more realize that someday we can be liked this too and it how we manage and live it life today until forever. So, I will be more careful and aware in anything in my life. I really now more selfish and do not care with anything that want to break and make me down. I will against who want makes me feel liked that. So, when we all trying to celebrate christmas last year, we all trying to be happy and comfortable with the celebration day on that day. So, I decided trying to make it happen for myself and I trying to celebrate christmas with the same all people. And for that, I decided to wearing something cheerful and fun on that day to make me more feel happy and pleased. So, I am wearing my pinky dress TJ Maxx and my sling bag khaki and my black sunglasses and my mocca chunky block heels. And not forget too with mask too to following the health protocol nowadays that has been on my daily list routine this days now. Because we have to following the rules for the health protocol and to be more concerned about this pandemic situation because it really makes me more realize that now we have to be aware and more understand how the world works for us. Because of that for me, I realize that this is more and more nowadays and we have to protect ourselves from this pandemic and we have to be a role model for other on this situation. And one thing more that not forget is my two beads bracelets and single of my bracelets is different. I just wear this to be more stylish and cool. So, that day, I wearing this all outfit because we want to celebrate christmas day with my mom in her graves house. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

YESTERDAY, MY MOM BIRTHDAY..

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope you all have a great, good and healthy as well. I know today I just wish this is just a dream but unfortunately is not it is real and makes me feel sad. In here, I just want to share that yesterday me and all my family was going to go to my mom's grave yesterday. Because, yesterday is my mom's birthday and usually we all going to have a wonderful and happy lunch to celebrate her birthday but now it's so different because she just passed away and never come back again for us. I really missed her so much but just not me, everyone in my family has the same feeling too with me. Now, we all feel sad because she is leaving so quickly and too fast. It really makes us feel sad and terrible when this happens to us until today. But, I know, now, life has must go on. So, all we just to have live it as usual but with a different feeling and conditions. So, yesterday, we all going to our mom's grave and we celebrate her birthday in there with simple touch to celebrate it. Just not like usually before. It really makes us desperate and devastating. So, now and forever it will be liked this way to celebrate her special days and moments in her life time. It really makes us all sad and bad because we all cried and give her birthday gifts and prayers. Especially, for a few days more we will celebrate " Christmas day " and " New Year", but now, she is not here anymore with us, so, we celebrate just in her grave's to be with us. It will be liked that forever from now. So, because yesterday we celebrate her birthday, we just give her 2 balloon's in her grave and one pinkish roses. I know she will be happy and smiling up there to us. And now we know now our mother is in heaven and very happy up there with her smiling face with us all. So, today I feel liked want to wear  a casual neat outfit, so, I wear my black top cotton neckwear blouse in version liked polo but for women. And my pants wearing a blue shiney legging with my green flip flop jelly shoes and my dark blue minnie canvas handbag and my sunglasses and my pink mask too because of pandemic situation and it seems liked became a habit for me to wearing a mask. It was a very simple neat outfit, I do not want to wearing outfit that is so heavy and difficult one because we going to our beloved  mother graves, so, maybe you all know how was the situation is. Because nowadays, the weather can not be unpredictable. So, it really makes me want to wear a simple casual and comfy outfit to makes me feel comfortable and cozy and relaxing too. So, now it will be liked this forever to going seeing my mother in her graves house. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...