MERRY CHRISTMAS 2020 WITH ALL SADNESS AND HAPPINESS

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well and great because is Christmas day and everyone who is celebrating is celebrating now. But for this year's, celebrating Christmas is not too louder and being merry because of this pandemic situation and for me because my mom has passed away 3 months ago. It really sad and devastating for me and my family. It really makes me wanna cry and makes my tears fall out every remember my mother. Really depressed and devastating for me because it really very different situation for me my mom have to gone forever soon. So, we can not celebrate her birthday and Christmas day and Happy New Year with her besides us now, it really different from now and every day now. So, liked now, yesterday we celebrate Christmas day with her in her graves house. It really makes me feel sad and unhappy and feel bad with all this situation. Very really unhappy and bad situation and conditions. Now, it will be liked this forever but we have to be strength and strong enough to live it liked this now. Now, it really makes me feel more missing her so much in every single days because I feel she always here now but now she already gone. And just not me, my dad and all my sisters is the same feeling too because it really hits our hearts and minds to remember her always in anyway situation. So, it will make me more realize that someday we can be liked this too and it how we manage and live it life today until forever. So, I will be more careful and aware in anything in my life. I really now more selfish and do not care with anything that want to break and make me down. I will against who want makes me feel liked that. So, when we all trying to celebrate christmas last year, we all trying to be happy and comfortable with the celebration day on that day. So, I decided trying to make it happen for myself and I trying to celebrate christmas with the same all people. And for that, I decided to wearing something cheerful and fun on that day to make me more feel happy and pleased. So, I am wearing my pinky dress TJ Maxx and my sling bag khaki and my black sunglasses and my mocca chunky block heels. And not forget too with mask too to following the health protocol nowadays that has been on my daily list routine this days now. Because we have to following the rules for the health protocol and to be more concerned about this pandemic situation because it really makes me more realize that now we have to be aware and more understand how the world works for us. Because of that for me, I realize that this is more and more nowadays and we have to protect ourselves from this pandemic and we have to be a role model for other on this situation. And one thing more that not forget is my two beads bracelets and single of my bracelets is different. I just wear this to be more stylish and cool. So, that day, I wearing this all outfit because we want to celebrate christmas day with my mom in her graves house. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...