WITH A GREEN BLOUSE

Hello..hello everyone, how is you doing today? Hope everyone is doing well and great today. I know everyday now, is never ends with pandemic or this whole situation about this pandemic. Everyday when we go out from house we have to remember that we have to wearing masks and bring our things likes hand sanitizer, disinfectant products and you have face shield you wear it and you have a gloves you wear it too to protect yourself and your family from the virus. So now, we both always wearing that's all to protect us from the virus and this all situation. Maybe all of you is the same that we wearing the stuff and we follow the rules. So, now, I really think that is a big point for us to wearing all that stuff. And of course still wearing with my casual comfy outfit for my daily's days. And here it is my looks for today, I wear my TJ Maxx green blouse and with my baggy jumbo jeans and my green flip flops jelly shoes and my light purple Gudika slingbag. And my Mama sunglasses is the legacy and the most important thing is that I'm wearing my mask for this days and everyday and everytime. Because myself want to be healthy and feel stay safe and stay with the protocol rules that government said. That is the most important thing for now. So, for this days, I just feel that when we gonna go out from home, I just realized that we do not forget of our mask and the health protocol. And now for my daily days for my look, I just really wear want I want to wear and have a simple sense of style. And for the most important thing is have to be "healthy" for this days. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

YOU & I

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? I hope everyone is doing great and wonderful. I know it was very bit long to see me not writing my blog post here but today I will try to write down again my blog post. I know it is very much more boring this days because of this situation it really not over yet and everyone liked being used to this situation. For me and my husband was very much more heavy and not easy for because of this situation maybe some of you look the same with us but for me and my husband it is very much more not easy because in this situation we both really have issues that make us more sadness and make us feel down. Because of that really it is very makes us feel down and have to be struggled for this situation. So, after that, for now, we both just believe that every things that happen to our life, there is a big miracle it will happen in our life. So, in my post a while ago, I said to you all that now all of us has one new thing that we have to live, was it that? It was have to go to my mom's pilgrimage. And that is was one thing that we can not forget. And now, we live liked usually before but with a little bit different things. And for us, it was every 2 weeks we all go to mom's grave. And after that, we all going to the mall to have lunch together and refreshing our minds to make our days happy. And for that, really after my mom's death,  I really was very sad, falling apart, broken, feeling unhappy,  feeling depressed and feeling down, and go to pieces but because around me, I have surrounded of many people that cares about me and my family, so, I really have a hope and little bit more happy for what happened to our life. So, but for me because I have my husband, that is all I got and reunited my life again, so, little by little, my life a little bit revived again although still remember that my mom was here and life but really just remember now she is gone forever. So, we all just want to be happy and cheerful again. And, for that, now, when I wanna go out this days, we have to stay with the rules that wearing mask, bring hand sanitizer and wipes and if you want wearing face shield and gloves,  it's okay. So, I decided that is the first important now to go out anywhere. And that is the important thing now, I can not forget. So, when it was time to go out, I really not forget that rules and with my husband too. So, I wear my black top blouse Moschino with my blue midi basic macro pleats pants and my green flip flop jelly shoes and my light purple Gudika slingbag. And my mama sunglasses and the most important things is wearing mask for this days. And now, this how I decided to wearing my outfit and how we roles this days. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2020 WITH ALL SADNESS AND HAPPINESS

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well and great because is Christmas day and everyone who is celebrating is celebrating now. But for this year's, celebrating Christmas is not too louder and being merry because of this pandemic situation and for me because my mom has passed away 3 months ago. It really sad and devastating for me and my family. It really makes me wanna cry and makes my tears fall out every remember my mother. Really depressed and devastating for me because it really very different situation for me my mom have to gone forever soon. So, we can not celebrate her birthday and Christmas day and Happy New Year with her besides us now, it really different from now and every day now. So, liked now, yesterday we celebrate Christmas day with her in her graves house. It really makes me feel sad and unhappy and feel bad with all this situation. Very really unhappy and bad situation and conditions. Now, it will be liked this forever but we have to be strength and strong enough to live it liked this now. Now, it really makes me feel more missing her so much in every single days because I feel she always here now but now she already gone. And just not me, my dad and all my sisters is the same feeling too because it really hits our hearts and minds to remember her always in anyway situation. So, it will make me more realize that someday we can be liked this too and it how we manage and live it life today until forever. So, I will be more careful and aware in anything in my life. I really now more selfish and do not care with anything that want to break and make me down. I will against who want makes me feel liked that. So, when we all trying to celebrate christmas last year, we all trying to be happy and comfortable with the celebration day on that day. So, I decided trying to make it happen for myself and I trying to celebrate christmas with the same all people. And for that, I decided to wearing something cheerful and fun on that day to make me more feel happy and pleased. So, I am wearing my pinky dress TJ Maxx and my sling bag khaki and my black sunglasses and my mocca chunky block heels. And not forget too with mask too to following the health protocol nowadays that has been on my daily list routine this days now. Because we have to following the rules for the health protocol and to be more concerned about this pandemic situation because it really makes me more realize that now we have to be aware and more understand how the world works for us. Because of that for me, I realize that this is more and more nowadays and we have to protect ourselves from this pandemic and we have to be a role model for other on this situation. And one thing more that not forget is my two beads bracelets and single of my bracelets is different. I just wear this to be more stylish and cool. So, that day, I wearing this all outfit because we want to celebrate christmas day with my mom in her graves house. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

YESTERDAY, MY MOM BIRTHDAY..

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope you all have a great, good and healthy as well. I know today I just wish this is just a dream but unfortunately is not it is real and makes me feel sad. In here, I just want to share that yesterday me and all my family was going to go to my mom's grave yesterday. Because, yesterday is my mom's birthday and usually we all going to have a wonderful and happy lunch to celebrate her birthday but now it's so different because she just passed away and never come back again for us. I really missed her so much but just not me, everyone in my family has the same feeling too with me. Now, we all feel sad because she is leaving so quickly and too fast. It really makes us feel sad and terrible when this happens to us until today. But, I know, now, life has must go on. So, all we just to have live it as usual but with a different feeling and conditions. So, yesterday, we all going to our mom's grave and we celebrate her birthday in there with simple touch to celebrate it. Just not like usually before. It really makes us desperate and devastating. So, now and forever it will be liked this way to celebrate her special days and moments in her life time. It really makes us all sad and bad because we all cried and give her birthday gifts and prayers. Especially, for a few days more we will celebrate " Christmas day " and " New Year", but now, she is not here anymore with us, so, we celebrate just in her grave's to be with us. It will be liked that forever from now. So, because yesterday we celebrate her birthday, we just give her 2 balloon's in her grave and one pinkish roses. I know she will be happy and smiling up there to us. And now we know now our mother is in heaven and very happy up there with her smiling face with us all. So, today I feel liked want to wear  a casual neat outfit, so, I wear my black top cotton neckwear blouse in version liked polo but for women. And my pants wearing a blue shiney legging with my green flip flop jelly shoes and my dark blue minnie canvas handbag and my sunglasses and my pink mask too because of pandemic situation and it seems liked became a habit for me to wearing a mask. It was a very simple neat outfit, I do not want to wearing outfit that is so heavy and difficult one because we going to our beloved  mother graves, so, maybe you all know how was the situation is. Because nowadays, the weather can not be unpredictable. So, it really makes me want to wear a simple casual and comfy outfit to makes me feel comfortable and cozy and relaxing too. So, now it will be liked this forever to going seeing my mother in her graves house. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...

40TH DAYS MEMORIES OF MY MAMA (OUR BELOVED MOTHER)

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well, fine and healthy as well. I know it is the last day of the year and it is already December of the month and 1 week more we celebrate "Christmas day" and for the few weeks more we celebrate "Happy New Year". But for me and my big family it was not a great year for us because the tragedy on our beloved mother passed away in this year on October last month. I really don't know what is going on here but now I realize this is how life means. You still can being a life when you are healthy enough but not for meaning of life. I really do not understand in the beginning when my sister said our mom has passed away in that day it was really very much sad and unhappy time and moment for us because she's gone is really very soon for us. I really do not understand why it is happening to us in this situation?? And I got panic about my mom was passed away in that time. Until now, we all going through this sadness moment and feeling unhappy and a little bit angry and bad for this situation and conditions everyday. I know this is not one thing that everyone wants especially us. I know my dad, my all sisters and my husband and me liked feeling unhappy and liked got punched enough more for all of us until today because our mom passed away.  It really makes us cry, angry, mad, unhappy, and sadly for us to realize that our mom is not longer enough in here with us now. For me especially it liked hits on big rock in front of you and you got a lot of punches in your head and body for realize that one of your beloved parents just got passed away. It really not one of news that I want to share and spared with you all. It really was sad very much sad if you all know how much my feelings and my emotions got hurt and sick if you have been in this situation. And now, since my mom passed away in every 2( two weeks) we all go to pilgrimage to the tomb of my mother places. So, we all go to there and we pray for our mother to be happy forever in heaven. That is was now in our situation life. I know this is not exactly one of my wishes for this year on 2020. Because that I know, my mom have a wishes and hope on this year, to see my sister in the wedding altar and got married.  And now, there is no way for that moment for my sisters because she ( mom) gone to fast . It really was so sad and our hearts got pounding to this situation until today especially for our dad. He got cry everyday and everytime he remembered of our mom. I know this is not easy for him and us all to remember about my mother has passed away. And  it really like a "bomb" to our life until today.  We all until today just think about why this is happening to us? Because that I know my mother is always saying that she is healthy and happy. And for the bottom line she is not got"Covid 19" passed away.  Is not that why she passed away. It really hurts a lot for me and my big family to remembering when my mom passed away. Now, we all living a lot of different when she still alive and besides us all. It really lot of different things now for us. Just remember if you parents still alive until today, give them your kiss and your hugs for them, do not wait for a big moment or days. You will never be able get them a lot more if they not around you anymore forever. And if you realize that you loved them so much, give them your time and your care for them do not wait for special occasion and any days, you will regret it for your rest of your life.  I really do not like to writing this post about my mom just passed away but I want to tell you guys for me it very bombarded so much with this situation.  It really was very much bad and sad and not easy.. really..for me and my family to see my mother passed away in this year 2020. So, I just want to tell you guys, that is was a really was alive time if you know that this life is to short enough to making this so much incredible because we all do not know how you will living for how long.  Just realized that this life is very short and anything can happen immediately. And, I just realized that now and making me hurts and sad because of this. But today, I  now my mom got in a beautiful place where she belongs now it was in "heaven". And it really was not in our heads, hearts and minds this situation will be came in our life.  It really was a hardfull and down for me. But, now I know my mom was in heaven and looking to us one by one to ward us from heaven above in our steps in our lives. Because until today, this was 2 months after she passed away and she already gone forever through 40 days ago in 18 October 2020. Because of that, I knew now she was in heaven and looking down to us to see us and she really..really was happy now and every sicknesses that she had was relieved and gone forever. So, I now how life was impacted for me to see and through this all process of life. And when that 40 days ago was come, all we go to pilgrimage to tomb for our mother and I picked a picture with my one set outfit in that day and it was very much nice and good because it really was baggy much for me and makes me feel more comfortable and cozy with wearing this outfit. So, this outfit when I go to my mom graves. I wearing my one set black tie dye baggy outfit with my green flip flop jelly shoes and my mom handbag with my mom eye glasses. It was she's heritage for me. So, I put in to a simple catchy outfit but with more details on.  And with my hair I put in pinned hair on that day.  So, in that day I wearing my outfit more much often a simple and catchy look. Especially, soon it will be Christmas day and New Year comes, for me and my family it really was devastating to celebrate this year season liked this it really not makes us happy and feeling sad and miserable with our mom passed away. Just keep in your mind to still loved each other do not waisting your time to wait special occasion or days even moments and do not be shy to tell them they you love them so much. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...

 

30 OOCTOBER 2020

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope you all feeling great and wonderful. But for me, it really was very much more sadness moment and tears dropped out until today.  Because it was 4 weeks ago, I got a breaking news that my mother passed away forever in our life and days.  I really not realize that was that day was a bad day and unpredictable and unbreaking moment for me and my family. Until now, I really not understand why this happened to our family. So, until now, I really was very much sad and unhappy about this all situation. Because two yesterday ago was my birthday and  unhappy and unbroken feelings for me. Hope you all can understand my feelings and my thoughts. And now, we all still feel sad and upset with all this situation until now. So, now myself is changing a lot because of this situation and conditions but still I have to be more real and realistic about this situation. So, because of that I wearing my simple outfit in the meantime, I  wear it my one set tunic batik with my Rubi khaki raffia almond mule and my black polla polly handbag. And now me and my family have a new routine for one month and it is twice of on month. So now, we have a new routine for our family to do. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...

STAY AT HOME ==>THIS IS HOW WE DO...

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? I hope everyone is doing well, great, healthy and safe enough in this during "quarantine time stay at home ". I know it still on the quarantine at home and on home for the right and reasonable things. Me and my husband it was three (3)weeks almost in home and we doing all anything and everything in home but you know what? I know it sounds crazy enough for both of us, both of us it was three weeks in home and it still was going for long duration. Because it was extended by the government in my country. So during this quarantine time,  me and my husband not a too much to doing anything because first my husband has to be work from home (WFH) liked the others do. It was kind of boring, I do not have any idea what to do and playing with who. So, in moment like this, I just doing what I can do and what is that?? Just watching movies, watching TV,  listening music,  sleeping, eating,  online shopping,  online grocery, and see the weather outside. And the rest was taking a bath and see on my social media. It just all of that what I doing in this situation time. But unfortunately it was almost makes me nuts and losing my mind but still because I have my husband so, that situation is gone forever because he always can make me smile, laugh, happy,  cheerful, and full of love and joy. That is was makes me feel more alive and the rest is gone, hope everyone can feel like me in situation. Is just not I did not understand this situation but now let's just fight this situation and make the world can be normal and cheerful again with what? With all of us can following the rules and the integration process from the government each country has made. So, that is how we can do now for all the best and most powerful important impacts for the world. Stay at home, do what you wanna do but still in positive way. So, this how I do in this situation and this not about my style and looks on my outfit way. This is about how I and my husband do in this 3 weeks situation till now, we just order food and foods and foods and play. So, remember, still in the positive way in this meantime and stay at home, and stay healthy and stay safe all. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

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