40TH DAYS MEMORIES OF MY MAMA (OUR BELOVED MOTHER)

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well, fine and healthy as well. I know it is the last day of the year and it is already December of the month and 1 week more we celebrate "Christmas day" and for the few weeks more we celebrate "Happy New Year". But for me and my big family it was not a great year for us because the tragedy on our beloved mother passed away in this year on October last month. I really don't know what is going on here but now I realize this is how life means. You still can being a life when you are healthy enough but not for meaning of life. I really do not understand in the beginning when my sister said our mom has passed away in that day it was really very much sad and unhappy time and moment for us because she's gone is really very soon for us. I really do not understand why it is happening to us in this situation?? And I got panic about my mom was passed away in that time. Until now, we all going through this sadness moment and feeling unhappy and a little bit angry and bad for this situation and conditions everyday. I know this is not one thing that everyone wants especially us. I know my dad, my all sisters and my husband and me liked feeling unhappy and liked got punched enough more for all of us until today because our mom passed away.  It really makes us cry, angry, mad, unhappy, and sadly for us to realize that our mom is not longer enough in here with us now. For me especially it liked hits on big rock in front of you and you got a lot of punches in your head and body for realize that one of your beloved parents just got passed away. It really not one of news that I want to share and spared with you all. It really was sad very much sad if you all know how much my feelings and my emotions got hurt and sick if you have been in this situation. And now, since my mom passed away in every 2( two weeks) we all go to pilgrimage to the tomb of my mother places. So, we all go to there and we pray for our mother to be happy forever in heaven. That is was now in our situation life. I know this is not exactly one of my wishes for this year on 2020. Because that I know, my mom have a wishes and hope on this year, to see my sister in the wedding altar and got married.  And now, there is no way for that moment for my sisters because she ( mom) gone to fast . It really was so sad and our hearts got pounding to this situation until today especially for our dad. He got cry everyday and everytime he remembered of our mom. I know this is not easy for him and us all to remember about my mother has passed away. And  it really like a "bomb" to our life until today.  We all until today just think about why this is happening to us? Because that I know my mother is always saying that she is healthy and happy. And for the bottom line she is not got"Covid 19" passed away.  Is not that why she passed away. It really hurts a lot for me and my big family to remembering when my mom passed away. Now, we all living a lot of different when she still alive and besides us all. It really lot of different things now for us. Just remember if you parents still alive until today, give them your kiss and your hugs for them, do not wait for a big moment or days. You will never be able get them a lot more if they not around you anymore forever. And if you realize that you loved them so much, give them your time and your care for them do not wait for special occasion and any days, you will regret it for your rest of your life.  I really do not like to writing this post about my mom just passed away but I want to tell you guys for me it very bombarded so much with this situation.  It really was very much bad and sad and not easy.. really..for me and my family to see my mother passed away in this year 2020. So, I just want to tell you guys, that is was a really was alive time if you know that this life is to short enough to making this so much incredible because we all do not know how you will living for how long.  Just realized that this life is very short and anything can happen immediately. And, I just realized that now and making me hurts and sad because of this. But today, I  now my mom got in a beautiful place where she belongs now it was in "heaven". And it really was not in our heads, hearts and minds this situation will be came in our life.  It really was a hardfull and down for me. But, now I know my mom was in heaven and looking to us one by one to ward us from heaven above in our steps in our lives. Because until today, this was 2 months after she passed away and she already gone forever through 40 days ago in 18 October 2020. Because of that, I knew now she was in heaven and looking down to us to see us and she really..really was happy now and every sicknesses that she had was relieved and gone forever. So, I now how life was impacted for me to see and through this all process of life. And when that 40 days ago was come, all we go to pilgrimage to tomb for our mother and I picked a picture with my one set outfit in that day and it was very much nice and good because it really was baggy much for me and makes me feel more comfortable and cozy with wearing this outfit. So, this outfit when I go to my mom graves. I wearing my one set black tie dye baggy outfit with my green flip flop jelly shoes and my mom handbag with my mom eye glasses. It was she's heritage for me. So, I put in to a simple catchy outfit but with more details on.  And with my hair I put in pinned hair on that day.  So, in that day I wearing my outfit more much often a simple and catchy look. Especially, soon it will be Christmas day and New Year comes, for me and my family it really was devastating to celebrate this year season liked this it really not makes us happy and feeling sad and miserable with our mom passed away. Just keep in your mind to still loved each other do not waisting your time to wait special occasion or days even moments and do not be shy to tell them they you love them so much. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...

 

30 OOCTOBER 2020

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope you all feeling great and wonderful. But for me, it really was very much more sadness moment and tears dropped out until today.  Because it was 4 weeks ago, I got a breaking news that my mother passed away forever in our life and days.  I really not realize that was that day was a bad day and unpredictable and unbreaking moment for me and my family. Until now, I really not understand why this happened to our family. So, until now, I really was very much sad and unhappy about this all situation. Because two yesterday ago was my birthday and  unhappy and unbroken feelings for me. Hope you all can understand my feelings and my thoughts. And now, we all still feel sad and upset with all this situation until now. So, now myself is changing a lot because of this situation and conditions but still I have to be more real and realistic about this situation. So, because of that I wearing my simple outfit in the meantime, I  wear it my one set tunic batik with my Rubi khaki raffia almond mule and my black polla polly handbag. And now me and my family have a new routine for one month and it is twice of on month. So now, we have a new routine for our family to do. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog... Please stop by and give your review for my blog today... Thanks...

STAY AT HOME ==>THIS IS HOW WE DO...

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? I hope everyone is doing well, great, healthy and safe enough in this during "quarantine time stay at home ". I know it still on the quarantine at home and on home for the right and reasonable things. Me and my husband it was three (3)weeks almost in home and we doing all anything and everything in home but you know what? I know it sounds crazy enough for both of us, both of us it was three weeks in home and it still was going for long duration. Because it was extended by the government in my country. So during this quarantine time,  me and my husband not a too much to doing anything because first my husband has to be work from home (WFH) liked the others do. It was kind of boring, I do not have any idea what to do and playing with who. So, in moment like this, I just doing what I can do and what is that?? Just watching movies, watching TV,  listening music,  sleeping, eating,  online shopping,  online grocery, and see the weather outside. And the rest was taking a bath and see on my social media. It just all of that what I doing in this situation time. But unfortunately it was almost makes me nuts and losing my mind but still because I have my husband so, that situation is gone forever because he always can make me smile, laugh, happy,  cheerful, and full of love and joy. That is was makes me feel more alive and the rest is gone, hope everyone can feel like me in situation. Is just not I did not understand this situation but now let's just fight this situation and make the world can be normal and cheerful again with what? With all of us can following the rules and the integration process from the government each country has made. So, that is how we can do now for all the best and most powerful important impacts for the world. Stay at home, do what you wanna do but still in positive way. So, this how I do in this situation and this not about my style and looks on my outfit way. This is about how I and my husband do in this 3 weeks situation till now, we just order food and foods and foods and play. So, remember, still in the positive way in this meantime and stay at home, and stay healthy and stay safe all. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

#1: Nasi Ayam Geprek Biadab+Pete Goreng

#2: Ketoprak

#3: California Classic Cheese Burger

#4: Bakso Urat Jumbo

#4: Fire Chicken Lvl. 4

#5: Chicken Ring

#6: Nasi Padang

#7: Roti Bakar Campur

SUNDAY BLUES

Hello..hello everyone,  how is your day today? I know everyone this days think be more careful, aware, scared and worried because  of the "virus" that  makes us all uncomfortable and unhappy but do not be liked that, really.. just be yourself again and do not panic and scared because this cases will be over and done. I know everyone wants to be liked usually before and there is no phenomenon liked this again, so, everyone can be free and do anything what they want, so, I  hope everyone until today understand with this situation and do not panicking because it will be over and finished. So, I hope everyone today is doing well, great and wonderful with anything situation is going on. So, I hope everyone will be more able to understand and accept this situation for a while. I know it is hard and heavy to be around like this situation but still we all have to fight and do not be afraid with this situation because it really makes us all more  a fighter and a winner to this situation, so, the situation will be afraid to us all and will be scared and never want to get closer to us anymore. So, exactly what do I meant to you all, do not be afraid and never losing your faith to this situation because we all do not know maybe soon as possible this situation will end. So, in that mean time,  I think I connecting to my themed because I really was very much think that day was very casual and normally look. Yeahh, it because of the situation and the weather too. So, I prefer to wearing something that makes me feel ordinary, naturally and customary. So, here it is my ordinary look that day, I was wearing my LC Wakiki blue patterned top blouse with my black daily jogger pants with my khaki jelly casual rubber sandals and my three beads bracelets and single of my bracelets is different. And with my navy waterproof triangle strap handbag. So, it was very much more ordinary and casual look that day because I did not know what to wear and because that day was the weather unfriendly so, I think I wearing a bit of my casual look. And this look was very much more on my daily days, my daily routine, my daily outfit and normally look. It because I really like to wear an normally outfit and I can free to do anything with this outfit it because it can make me bumping and jumping around all day. And this outfit was more easily and simply to wear and to put on. It really was makes me more comfortable, cozy,  comfy,  attractive and enjoyable wearing this outfit. Maybe some of you see this outfit more like a sporty look but for me it really was not, for me it really was very much more to my daily looks. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

REALLY A VERY SIMPLE SUNDAY

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well and great today.  I know it was Monday today and my themed was Sunday, yesterday but it just one days ago and I was going to write on my blog yesterday but I do not have time so I decided today I will posting it today and writing it. I know it was very a simple outfit on Sunday yesterday because I just want to wear a pair of simple outfit one and that is it. It because I just do not want to wear a difficult outfit one and make uncomfortable for sure. So, it was going to be a very simple outfit for sure. So, I wear it as myself,  and here it is, I  wear it with my black top blouse with my army ALEXA pants and my Rubi khaki raffia almond mule. And my black shoulder handbag. And my four bracelets but one of them is different and it was not beads but the rest of them is beads and single of my bracelets is different. And it really very much more simple, casual and very easy to wear. Because it really was very..very  really simple to wear this outfit. And I never really I wear  this much outfit liked this one. And it really was very exciting and lightly to wear this outfit much as this was. And from now, I really like it much more to wearing outfit liked this nowadays. Because it really makes me more comfortable, confident and totally flexible to wear this outfit. I really like it to wearing this outfit more than you know, guys. So guys,  this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...

BUSY SUNDAY

Hello..hello everyone, how is your day today? Hope everyone is doing well and fine today. I know it is Sunday everyone and tomorrow all of us gonna be working again. It was very much faster this days go by. So, you know back again with this weather and it was raining again till this night on. And I did not know and realized that today I wear something that bothers me more.  I know I was wearing some of my outfit with my moods this day but till I wear it, it was bothering me at all. Because for this past year, I really not wearing some jeans anymore because I really know and realized that myself is bigger than usually was, hahaa..and so, I changed my look and style with an outfit that was makes me feel comfortable, cozy and cushioned. Because I realize I can not wear again some outfit or clothes that made me uncomfortable. It because I am so big and chubby now, so, I have to wear that makes me feel comfortable and cozy. I am not meant  to underestimate an outfit but that is me right now that I realize that I can not wear some tight clothes and outfit it was not fit anymore to me. So, for that, I realize that I have to change my style of dress. But it is not very much different from before but I just more get used to wearing a oversized and sizable dress and outfit. That is all. Because that is the only most way to make me more confident and comfortable to wear. And I liked to wear an oversized and sizable dress. So, this is my new look for today, I wear my black top blouse half rimpled with my ruve soft stretch jeans with my flat jelly brick rubber tapper sandals and my three beads bracelets. And single of my bracelets is different. And of course with my navy waterproof triangle strap handbag. And this handbag is was very big enough for me, it because this bag actually is for travel handbag but still I want to wear this in anywhere and everywhere I go and it was very much comfortable and easy to wear this bag because everything can be enter all in and wearing this can be stylish and sporty look. So, back again with my outfit, I wear this outfit for daily days but not everyday and if I just want to wear. If you want to be more stylish, you can wear with your tshirt and sneakers it will be more sporty and dashing look. So guys, this is my review for my blog today.. Hope you all liked and enjoy my blog.. Please stop by and give your review for my blog... Thanks...